Dear ladies and gentlemen,id like to grace you with my presents
Forget it.
All of it.
Drop it.
And let it go.
you were never meant to know.
I was never meant to see
And now that it has all came out
its shattered everything inside of me.
A broken heart
A shaky breath
A realm of beliefs now lost to me.
You took them all.
you took my world.
You've broken it all
Iv'e lost everything ive ever known.
Restarted my slate now once again
All that work it took to believe escaped
the moment you went to grieve this life you knew was lost.
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Seeing things that were never there
Ive lost my senses, now im bare.
Left here open on the floor
I stay up at night wondering if this is all i had.
Sad,mad angry unsettled.
A mess of insecurities
and lost hope for what i had.
Taken what should have been yours
i didnt know i shouldnt have
So now im left here blank.
So many things i want to say
that i should say
that i cant seem to form out right.
Im nothign special
nothing new.
no talent no feature no nothing of importants.
All i have is empty space
just waiting to be filled.
Speak to me and ill think aobut it. Fill up this empty space.
But no matter what im told or what is said
Only one thing can fill this bare hole here in my chest.
Without my mind
i lose this war
But with it im no good.
Lost my sense of feeling
And ive gained a sense of doubt.
Feeling sick
Feel like shit
My realm just spins around.
Dizzy now
I want to stop
But another thoguht sends me on a carousel.
Too much trust that ive now lost
Too much for you to gain.
I leave too much trust hanging by thread
Just Hope that i have enough with you
That something wrong wont make me lose my head.
Im sick and twisted
Fucked up and demented
Waiting for my chance in line.
Im crazy reckless Abandon
Lost for everything youve found.
My sanity is slipping
I dont think ill make through.
Im lost here at the see through
looking hoping that its you i see.
Pissed off and hated
Im now feeling way to low.
Energy is wearing off
but ill ignore it aas i go.
This link of hope that i hold dear
Is not as strong as it may seem.
Just hoping that it doesnt break
And blocking out my fear.
My brain is dead
With no more to be said
and a consience waiting to be cleared.
Youre in time to see me wrestle with consience staring in the sah.sah.sah.silence
All of it.
Drop it.
And let it go.
you were never meant to know.
I was never meant to see
And now that it has all came out
its shattered everything inside of me.
A broken heart
A shaky breath
A realm of beliefs now lost to me.
You took them all.
you took my world.
You've broken it all
Iv'e lost everything ive ever known.
Restarted my slate now once again
All that work it took to believe escaped
the moment you went to grieve this life you knew was lost.
text=Things_I_Think_of_throughout_the_day_that_gather_at_one_in_The_AM
Seeing things that were never there
Ive lost my senses, now im bare.
Left here open on the floor
I stay up at night wondering if this is all i had.
Sad,mad angry unsettled.
A mess of insecurities
and lost hope for what i had.
Taken what should have been yours
i didnt know i shouldnt have
So now im left here blank.
So many things i want to say
that i should say
that i cant seem to form out right.
Im nothign special
nothing new.
no talent no feature no nothing of importants.
All i have is empty space
just waiting to be filled.
Speak to me and ill think aobut it. Fill up this empty space.
But no matter what im told or what is said
Only one thing can fill this bare hole here in my chest.
Without my mind
i lose this war
But with it im no good.
Lost my sense of feeling
And ive gained a sense of doubt.
Feeling sick
Feel like shit
My realm just spins around.
Dizzy now
I want to stop
But another thoguht sends me on a carousel.
Too much trust that ive now lost
Too much for you to gain.
I leave too much trust hanging by thread
Just Hope that i have enough with you
That something wrong wont make me lose my head.
Im sick and twisted
Fucked up and demented
Waiting for my chance in line.
Im crazy reckless Abandon
Lost for everything youve found.
My sanity is slipping
I dont think ill make through.
Im lost here at the see through
looking hoping that its you i see.
Pissed off and hated
Im now feeling way to low.
Energy is wearing off
but ill ignore it aas i go.
This link of hope that i hold dear
Is not as strong as it may seem.
Just hoping that it doesnt break
And blocking out my fear.
My brain is dead
With no more to be said
and a consience waiting to be cleared.
Youre in time to see me wrestle with consience staring in the sah.sah.sah.silence