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so i hate thinking about going home. And i am, but only for 4 days and i'm already tripping out. Though i must go as i have managed to find a way to stay in lex. for christmas and to make up for i must go home for the break. Interesting though to see my personality traits that home always brings out. For my college friends this may come as a bit of a shock. My parents would describe me as quiet, introverted, and serious. Only because my personality is neither allowed or wanted at home. I typically hate being there, it has been good as of late but i haven't stayed a nght there since this summer. I hate my room so much that i can't sleep there, i actually wait until they go to bed then i go sleep on the basement couch. There's nothing like home to make me realize just how independent i really am, other than monetary needs, my parents have been relatively useless since the 4th grade. Shockingly, the last few times i've been home i've gotten along quite well with my mother, but it is my aunt/othermother who now has issues. Apparently she's terrified i'm exactly like my other aunt who committed suicide and therefore, i might do the same. I assure i won't. Having someone talk to you like that is one of the wierdest thing. Such a ridiculous situation. My sister has been crying a lot lately and both my parents called me on separate occasions so that i could help her because they know i will do a much better job than they can. And to amke matters more complicated, my birthday is saturday. I assure this will become some sort of a situation, i'm just curious to see how long it takes them.
In other news, namely to amy, bill and I are back to being just friends. And i'm really pleased with that.
In other news, namely to amy, bill and I are back to being just friends. And i'm really pleased with that.