Oh wow....
It's been awhile since I wrote in this thing... probably because a) I don't think anyone really reads my LJ and b) because... well, I don't know, I forgot I had one.
But who cares if anyone reads it, right? It's a fucking journal afterall. I don't think that's the point.
Well, just to update this website. I've been going to school since January... I've been with Noah since last September, I go on auditions at least once a week... and overall I'm pretty content. I wish I could do more, but working five days a week, going to school for two, and trying to keep a healthy, growing relationship with someone I really love... I have my hands full, alright!
Noah's wonderful, by the way. He really is. It's so funny, cause this time last year I loved him, and he didn't love me back... and now he does, and we're coming up on a year together... I don't know, sometimes I can still remember how bad it hurt to care for someone in such an intenstly passionate and sexual way and not have it returned. I'm glad I stuck around, I guess. I tried pretty hard to not. Everyone told me to let go. I told me to let go, for Christ's sake. Pretty happy I didn't.
Juj is moving down here pretty soon. YAY JUJUBEE!!! She's grown a lot in the last year, and I'm really fucking proud of her. She's really turning into a stand up lady.
I go to London again in August with Noah for a job he's got there. His first band he ever recorded has been number one on the charts out there for a while now. It's them and then the Chili Peppers... pretty fucking cool. He moved in too... Jesus, right? So weird. The place looks great though. He tried to pretend like moving his shit in wasn't that big of a deal, but fuck me if it's not. All of our stuff is in the same place now... there's no getting away. Especially because it's a pretty small apartment.
Anyway, that's what's up with me.
I'm gonna be in San Jose the first weekend of July for Julia's B-day, if anyone else wants to hang out and meet Noah.
I love you all...
Bye for now.
But who cares if anyone reads it, right? It's a fucking journal afterall. I don't think that's the point.
Well, just to update this website. I've been going to school since January... I've been with Noah since last September, I go on auditions at least once a week... and overall I'm pretty content. I wish I could do more, but working five days a week, going to school for two, and trying to keep a healthy, growing relationship with someone I really love... I have my hands full, alright!
Noah's wonderful, by the way. He really is. It's so funny, cause this time last year I loved him, and he didn't love me back... and now he does, and we're coming up on a year together... I don't know, sometimes I can still remember how bad it hurt to care for someone in such an intenstly passionate and sexual way and not have it returned. I'm glad I stuck around, I guess. I tried pretty hard to not. Everyone told me to let go. I told me to let go, for Christ's sake. Pretty happy I didn't.
Juj is moving down here pretty soon. YAY JUJUBEE!!! She's grown a lot in the last year, and I'm really fucking proud of her. She's really turning into a stand up lady.
I go to London again in August with Noah for a job he's got there. His first band he ever recorded has been number one on the charts out there for a while now. It's them and then the Chili Peppers... pretty fucking cool. He moved in too... Jesus, right? So weird. The place looks great though. He tried to pretend like moving his shit in wasn't that big of a deal, but fuck me if it's not. All of our stuff is in the same place now... there's no getting away. Especially because it's a pretty small apartment.
Anyway, that's what's up with me.
I'm gonna be in San Jose the first weekend of July for Julia's B-day, if anyone else wants to hang out and meet Noah.
I love you all...
Bye for now.