Broken
Haven't been here in such a while, despite the intense despair and aimlessness I've been feeling the whole of this year. Perhaps it is because I've stopped writing, that I've forgotten how to deal with things. I let this misery conduct me, lead me astray.
I feel sad all the time. Sometimes on bad days, like today, I get so angry with the world I really don't know how to go on. I don't see the meaning in the things I do. Life is grabbing me by the hair and making me move forward, and I abhor it because I don't know where I'm going and I don't want to either.
I feel broken, and somehow, I don't want to mend myself. I want to lay here, in shambles, swept aside.
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