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It's November. Not long till Christmas. And then...Mocks. And then...Leaving Cert. omg omg omg.
What am I doing? Why aren't I studying? Why aren't I PLANNING to study? What am I planning to do with my life? What is wrong with me?
Meh. I don't want to think about studying because at the moment my mind is being taken up by maths angst. I'm still so uncertain that I'm doing the right thing, so should I make a further attempt at the maths homework we've been given for the break?
I don't WANNA.
Enough about maths! ENOUGH. *cries* I'm dropping down to Ordinary Level and that's the end of it.
I went to the dentist yet again to get a mould made for a new retainer. I hate that stuff in your mouth and you feel like you're going to choke and you can't breathe and I hate going to the dentist.
But I feel reasonably cheerful right now.
What am I doing? Why aren't I studying? Why aren't I PLANNING to study? What am I planning to do with my life? What is wrong with me?
Meh. I don't want to think about studying because at the moment my mind is being taken up by maths angst. I'm still so uncertain that I'm doing the right thing, so should I make a further attempt at the maths homework we've been given for the break?
I don't WANNA.
Enough about maths! ENOUGH. *cries* I'm dropping down to Ordinary Level and that's the end of it.
I went to the dentist yet again to get a mould made for a new retainer. I hate that stuff in your mouth and you feel like you're going to choke and you can't breathe and I hate going to the dentist.
But I feel reasonably cheerful right now.