quick ambiguous update
hey...it's been a while. i'm back here at clark and happier because of it. well, minus the mice, the cold, the work (which atleast gives me something to do) and the food. i love my frankie, but atleast i can BREATHE now...
anyway, so far 2004 seems to be way better than 2003. i'm liking this a lot. i'm happy-- too happy. i feel vulnerable when i'm happy. i know the sources of this, and that increases my vulnerability. unfortunately two of my friends will be leaving clark though. one this semester and one next semester. everyone is booking it out of this place for reasons they either can't help or can act upon to set everything back into the right path. at any rate, this place is getting lonely.
but not really...though i'm losing people left and right, i've been getting closer to lauren and danielle (and of course laura and erin!). this is good for me considering i basically live alone. i know i have them (well casie is a given...) and most certainly have william.
i'll miss everyone who has left and already has though. come back to me quick, or i'm gonna start thinking it's my fault!
as for the rest of this year, i'll see you in may. this place is CRAY-Z. come visit! casie has free space! but charges some outrageous rent fees anyway.
this entry hasn't portrayed my current mood at the moment at ALL...
anyway, so far 2004 seems to be way better than 2003. i'm liking this a lot. i'm happy-- too happy. i feel vulnerable when i'm happy. i know the sources of this, and that increases my vulnerability. unfortunately two of my friends will be leaving clark though. one this semester and one next semester. everyone is booking it out of this place for reasons they either can't help or can act upon to set everything back into the right path. at any rate, this place is getting lonely.
but not really...though i'm losing people left and right, i've been getting closer to lauren and danielle (and of course laura and erin!). this is good for me considering i basically live alone. i know i have them (well casie is a given...) and most certainly have william.
i'll miss everyone who has left and already has though. come back to me quick, or i'm gonna start thinking it's my fault!
as for the rest of this year, i'll see you in may. this place is CRAY-Z. come visit! casie has free space! but charges some outrageous rent fees anyway.
this entry hasn't portrayed my current mood at the moment at ALL...