decision
i probably just set myself up for this kind of thing, but it's over. i mean, i can't change a situation, so i just have to stop it. Calum II prolly sans a 'friend' this time, i wonder how many times i can do this before i die? let's see, 2x a year for 70 odd years... 140. ouch. maybe i'll just get used to it. hah,more like not, i still hope C. will send a drunken e-mail like the one i sent him in the beginning of the year.