i can't help it...
I. want. Avery. I dont' know what the hell is wrong with me, i just want him. i miss kissign him, and the way he felt next to me, i miss how good he felt ALL the itme, he was just so incredibly comfortable to me, and i havn't found that here, and right now i dont' even care to look.i want to be his girlfriend, I even miss how much he pisses me off, and his quirky sense of humor and his propensity for answering his phone ALL teh firggin time. I hope somebody new comes along soon, because i hate feeling this way, and as much as I don't want to I have to put him behind me because i can't have him. and it sucks, because it'll never happen- differnt cities and on top of that he's in NYC home of georgous, intellegent, facinating women (3 things i'm not), one of whom will be perfect for him.