Just want to be with her...... Forever!!!!
I have my grandpa's wake today, then funeral tomorrow, which is gonna be real fun!!! YAY!!! this sucks so much. I wasnt really that close with him, because he has alzheimers for the past 10 years, since my grandma died on christmas day, in 96. He just broke down, honestly i think that was part of the whole breaking point for the whole family. But so the only times i really remember of him are from when i was a kid, and even those i dont really remember because i was a kid. But still he's gone, my grandfather is gone. Its probably for the best though cause these past few years had to have been just hell!!! He didnt remember who we were, all he did was sleep, it was just bad. But I dunno. Something that i am incredibly gratefull for though is aubrie!!! she stayed with me all throught this, and we spent yesterday together and it was so great to be with someone who just by smiling at me can make all my problems go away. She means so much to me, there is just no words for it, i will marry this girl!!!! Baby i love you, and thank you so much!!!!