Aug 13, 2005 21:20
SO these past few days have been prolly the worst in my life!!! Work is just a bunch of bullshit. Someone i thought was one of my best friends is the biggest fucking asshole i have ever meet. If i saw him i will beat his fucking ass. Now because of him things are kinda rocky with Aubrie, which sucks because i never want to lose her, and i dont know what i would do without her. Then today, ha, i get kicked out of my fucking house, loose my car, and all my clothes, and everything else i have. I had to walk fuckin 19 miles to my moms house, just dying to go back and kill my "dad". While the whole time i couldnt think of anything but aubrie, how much i needed her, and how much it hurt cause i cant be with her. I miss her, and i love her so god damn much!!!! its just that if things could get any worse right now i dont know what the hell to do.