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Well today has been and will be one of many horrible days approaching me.
I've only been awake for 2 hours and have given more tears to my pillow than a normal person could've in 1 year... even my beloved dog couldn't cheer me up.. she was so happy and playful and I ended up just turning my head and letting the emotions flow.
I've had a friend once tell me that he envys me... if you know who you are, take it back.. I'm not all that anyone/everyone thinks... i'm not much anymore.
I'm suspended from school today and tomorrow.. just another thing to kill me for this week.
i'm already tired of typing, it seems this is getting me no where, such as other things.. i'm gonna do the only thing that really means anything right now, sleep.. because it gets me closer to the end.
todd
I've only been awake for 2 hours and have given more tears to my pillow than a normal person could've in 1 year... even my beloved dog couldn't cheer me up.. she was so happy and playful and I ended up just turning my head and letting the emotions flow.
I've had a friend once tell me that he envys me... if you know who you are, take it back.. I'm not all that anyone/everyone thinks... i'm not much anymore.
I'm suspended from school today and tomorrow.. just another thing to kill me for this week.
i'm already tired of typing, it seems this is getting me no where, such as other things.. i'm gonna do the only thing that really means anything right now, sleep.. because it gets me closer to the end.
todd