Oct 01, 2005 22:35
Just got home from work, fun night I guess.
Yesterday was a terrible day, I was in a pissy mood all day, depressed, felt like slamming my face into a wall until I was unconcious and everything would just pass. It all summed up to be pretty dumb, pretty cured now. Sorry to anyone I exploded on or like.. ignored. It was just a misunderstanding / unknowing need of patience.
I got to see Megan today! I can't describe the feeling that shot through my body, the like.. curing of my helpless depressed behaviour lately that has just made me desperate and wanting...the love. She surprised me at my house when I thought she was working, but she took a later shift. It wasn't for long.. at all.. but by golly I'm damn happy I saw her. If you think about it, this little bit of time I saw her that just replenished me is better than the nothing that has been tearing me apart for some time. I'm so happy she came though, maybe it'll happen again soon.
I'm getting back into Skateboarding, therefore, jump back jack, sweet jesus.. decks cost a lot.
Mike Hubbard is so cool.. we're french. Well Joe is french with us, just he beats me with pens and flicks me and it hurts.
Ok well.. I'm tired. Goodnight people who even care to read this.