WTF?
Why does it happen like this? I've never been good at keeping friends happy for long. I get friends and then I'm really nice, never wanting to break plans for the world, then I get more and I'm suppose to fit 10000 things into the same time slot. GOSH DARNIT! I'm really pissed, for those of you who haven't seen me pissed, here it is, in LJ form. I can never be good enough. And I feel like I'm spinning my wheels. This saturday I'm suppose to be in 2 different places. I'm skipping one completely to go to one late and I still get crap. Too bad my apologies count for shit. Okay, listen people, I REALLY AM SORRY!
Others of you decide to be so freakin possesive over something that no one will clame possesion over! How does that work? Some people like to think that I try to hurt them by telling other people what's goin on in their life, but in all honesty I just want them to be happy. I suck at this, maybe I shouldn't have friends. Thank you for the good times everyone.
So I refuse to let myself take this message down tomorrow morning when I re-read it, but I will tell you that I'm sorry, cause I'll realize that in the morning. And if you read it correctly I really do mean I'm sorry when I say that.
G'night,
CRAP!
Others of you decide to be so freakin possesive over something that no one will clame possesion over! How does that work? Some people like to think that I try to hurt them by telling other people what's goin on in their life, but in all honesty I just want them to be happy. I suck at this, maybe I shouldn't have friends. Thank you for the good times everyone.
So I refuse to let myself take this message down tomorrow morning when I re-read it, but I will tell you that I'm sorry, cause I'll realize that in the morning. And if you read it correctly I really do mean I'm sorry when I say that.
G'night,
CRAP!