its been a long time.
I havent written in the longest time because there simply was nothing to say. I missed always writing everything I felt, but I honestly havent needed to. Ive been so happy! Im learning to deal with my issues openly and talk to people about them not just bitch and moan about them without letting anyone give me opinions. Im glad that Im getting better with some things, because Ive really needed this change. My room got painted a few weeks ago and I put pictures up and its great!! And Anna and Nikki and I have been hanging out alot. Just what I needed. Today they are at boca and even though I wish Amanda and I could be there aswell, Im not even sad!!! Im so happy for them and I honest to God hope they have the best time ever!!! And Anna said they would call me Wednesday as soon as they got back. Im working on spending good quality time with my other friends too, so this weekend will be completely dedicated to them!! Starting with my Jackie because I miss her so much!!! I havent said anything to her yet and hopefully this doesnt ruin any suprise but I really love the girl more than life itself and Id do absolutely anything for her. Shes the best.... I LOVE YOU JACKIE!!! ahh! Im in the greatest mood!!!! I miss Danielle. I havent seen her for a long time and I wont for much longer. But hopefully everything in that situation will get better. Im sooo happy!!!!!!! I love you!!!
xoxo
Maudee