Nov 16, 2004 14:11
This whole ordeal with this fucking blood clot in my head is wearing me and my family down. I seems to have taken over more and more of my life than I ever would have imagined. I feel so bad for my wife. I feel bad for putting her through this. She gets mad if I am not completely honest with how I feel. But, I don't want to be seen by my wife as a wimp or cry baby. I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sick of sounding like I ALWAYS have a complaint. "My head hurts. My stomach is upset. I feel like shit. I am soooooo tired, but I can't sleep....etc...etc..." Blah! Blah! Bitch and moan.
I have had it with doctors, medicine, co-payments, and everything else that hasn't worked.
Fuck 'em all.
BTW, Lins....thank you for being there every step of the way. I don't know what I would do without you.
I love you.