*Got a new job*
Rough Carpentry- building houses and shit like that.
Its cool. Alot of really fucked up things going on in my life right now but soo far I'm holding strong. Don't know how long it will last but I'll do my best. I'm about to take on one of the biggest responsibilities on that you ever could take on. Scares the shit out of me, for some reason it almost feels like its just me, like I'm in my own litttle world that consists of just me and it scares the hell out of me. What should I do, when should I do it, How should I get ready, how am I going to take care of it when I can't take care of myself......The one thing I know I will and can do forever is give it all of my love. Just wish that.....I dunno I guess its just a dream for me. I'm going to do my best.
God its hard tho.......
Bye
Its cool. Alot of really fucked up things going on in my life right now but soo far I'm holding strong. Don't know how long it will last but I'll do my best. I'm about to take on one of the biggest responsibilities on that you ever could take on. Scares the shit out of me, for some reason it almost feels like its just me, like I'm in my own litttle world that consists of just me and it scares the hell out of me. What should I do, when should I do it, How should I get ready, how am I going to take care of it when I can't take care of myself......The one thing I know I will and can do forever is give it all of my love. Just wish that.....I dunno I guess its just a dream for me. I'm going to do my best.
God its hard tho.......
Bye