Its got to stop...
Everything has got to stop, this isn't right. Yea I did it but I didn't realize what I was doing, I didn't realize what kind of problems I was creating. Even if me and her become nothing at all its got to stop. NOBODY deserves this. Out of anger things come out but this shit has gone on too long and is getting out of hand. Maybe I waited to long to do all of this or say all of this but I am doing it now, whether its to late or not. Even if I come out of all of this disliking her or on bad terms I don't want anything to do with anybody or anything that all of this is coming from. This is ridiculous we are Juniors and seniors in High School, we don't play these games anymore. We have better things to think of or better things to do. Why dwell on things if they are in the past or even if they aren't. Who cares!? Let things go, cause its not right.
I will admit to anyone I love that girl more then life itself, she's the first girl that has ever had this much of an influence on me or made me feel this way but even if we are having difficulties right now or end up hating each other this isn't right. I am not this kind of person, its not me at all, I can't have anything to do with this anymore. It kills me to know certain things, It kills me to know what I have done. I am done with everything. I am not being a dick but this shit isn't right, not right at all. But any of my friends who read this and respect me or even respect themselves will stop.
Everybody in this world knows how it feels to be hurt, some people more then others, but its all the same, you know the feeling, Alot of you more then likely have said I would never wish this on anybody, if not I know you have thought it. I am DONE hurting people, I hate hurting and I hate knowing others are hurting. I want NOTHING to with people hurting.
This is mostly about her but it goes for EVERBODY as well. The DRAMA, GOSSIP, FIGHTS, COMMENTS, LOOKS, ACTIONS, EVERYTHING its got to stop!
I have said it once or twice but from here on out I am done with it all. Every last drop of it. I won't even say anything when I separate myself I will just be gone. EVERYBODY wants to enjoy school as much as possible just like I do and just like every person in that school does, none of this is helping. Not one bit. Say what you want, think what you want but take this to heart, These are the actions I am taking, and nothing will change that no matter what.
~I DON'T WANT ANY COMMENTS, THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY AND THIS IS WHAT I WANTED TO GET OUT AND THIS IS WHAT I AM DOING~
I will admit to anyone I love that girl more then life itself, she's the first girl that has ever had this much of an influence on me or made me feel this way but even if we are having difficulties right now or end up hating each other this isn't right. I am not this kind of person, its not me at all, I can't have anything to do with this anymore. It kills me to know certain things, It kills me to know what I have done. I am done with everything. I am not being a dick but this shit isn't right, not right at all. But any of my friends who read this and respect me or even respect themselves will stop.
Everybody in this world knows how it feels to be hurt, some people more then others, but its all the same, you know the feeling, Alot of you more then likely have said I would never wish this on anybody, if not I know you have thought it. I am DONE hurting people, I hate hurting and I hate knowing others are hurting. I want NOTHING to with people hurting.
This is mostly about her but it goes for EVERBODY as well. The DRAMA, GOSSIP, FIGHTS, COMMENTS, LOOKS, ACTIONS, EVERYTHING its got to stop!
I have said it once or twice but from here on out I am done with it all. Every last drop of it. I won't even say anything when I separate myself I will just be gone. EVERYBODY wants to enjoy school as much as possible just like I do and just like every person in that school does, none of this is helping. Not one bit. Say what you want, think what you want but take this to heart, These are the actions I am taking, and nothing will change that no matter what.
~I DON'T WANT ANY COMMENTS, THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY AND THIS IS WHAT I WANTED TO GET OUT AND THIS IS WHAT I AM DOING~