Giving thanks...

Nov 26, 2008 19:30

And now comes the wonders of eating cooked turkey. Yum. However, giving thanks seems harder and harder. Dealing with family... Dealing with the job problems... The longer it goes on, it seems harder to find the things in your heart you should be thankful for.

There are always friends, though I don't let myself get close to anyone. Sure I may be extroverted, but how many know my secrets? I can only think of one person who ever came close to knowing them all. And that isn't even someone I talk to anymore or have any way to contact. But luckily a lot of people seem to like me despite my lack of sharing... :)

Certainly the extended lack of a job has hit the self confidence - And who do you know with as much self confidence as me? I worked to DEFINE arrogance by actions! ;)

I did get a blip on my confidence briefly by finally having an employer call back wanting more information. Of course, I got a rejection later, but that attention was more than I had received from an employer for a long time. Was rejected for unemployment, but expected that. Now I am pretty much hoping for a miracle, hitting the right spot at the right time with my resume. Have applied for jobs all over the place, and not just in Ohio.

Here is hoping that next year I have far more to be thankful for... Hopefully we ALL have more to be thankful for next year... :)
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