Oct 23, 2011 19:08
Ian sat in his car wondering what he should do. He'd never wanted to admit it, but he like Anthony. No, he LOVED Anthony.
this was all too unsettling for him. But strangely enough he felt tingles in his stomach. He drove to the park where he and Anthony had
done so many videos and had made so many great memories. He got out of the car and sat on the bench. Ian was surprised and confused, and happy yet angry. He didn't understand why! He closed his eyes and remembered one of the great times he shared with Anthony.
**FLASHBACK
" Hey Ian everybody's leaving, we're finally done cleaning up. No thanks to you!" Anthony said after a day of shooting a Smosh video. " Ha real funny Ant but you know I'm really tired of working on the editing" Ian looked at Anthony, his deep blue eyes blazing with guilt. Anthony just sighed and sat on the couch next to his best friend. " So what do you wanna do bitch?" Anthony asked. " Lets order pizza and watch a movie! "
So they did, Ian called the pizza place while Anthony picked out the movie. When the pizza arrived they both settled on the couch and ate in silence. They were both quietly munching their food, yet it wasn't awkward. It was just right. When they finished eating they laughed about the movie and started dubbing scenes. Soon the movie was getting to the climax when Ian felt something on his shoulder. He looked down and saw Anthony falling asleep his body leaning into Ian and his head resting on Ian's shoulder. Ian breathed in the familiar scent of Anthony's shampoo combined with his sweet cologne. It was amazing. Suddenly he felt the urge to grab him and hug him. To never lose him, but he knew that Anthony would never go for it. So he just grabbed his friend and settled him on the couch and got a blanket for Anthony. As he put the blanket on him, Anthony woke up and saw what Ian was doing. He hugged Ian and said " You're the best, Love ya Goodnight"
**END FLASHBACK
Ian opened his eyes and knew what he had to do. He ran back to his car, got in and turned on the engine. Only problem was it didn't start. " What the hell! Please don't do this to me now" He kept trying to start the car but nothing. "UGH it's like the world is against me or something!" He got out, locked the doors and started running the couple of blocks it took to get to the house. He finally got there! He opened the door. Everything was dark, " Anthony? Please come out I need to talk please!" Nothing. He waited for a couple of minutes. He finally went looking around. He opened Anthony's door and stepped in. No one was there, the room was messy and smelled like Anthony. He went around the house looking but he still found nothing. Finally he stepped into his own room and saw there was something on his bed. He stepped closer and saw a picture he and Anthony had taken on a Polaroid camera lots of years ago. There was a note next to it which said.
Ian,
You’re my best friend and I love you so much. More than a friend and I don’t know what I would do without you by my side. I can’t stand myself. Please forgive me! I love you, I hope we can still be friends and for it not to be awkward. I hope this goodbye isn’t forever.
All my love,
Anthony P.
"Ugh this shit got even more complicated!" He took out his phone and called his best friend. " Hey this is Anthony, I'm not here right now so do your thang after the moo! MOO" Ian closed the phone and stepped outside. It had started raining, He ran , he didn't exactly know where he was going but he had a hunch. Who knows where this night might end.