OH wow! IF you have to go through this there is obviously a reason. I mean not to go all gypsy on you but there must be a reason for this! It's not because life hates you. You are an amazing person if you are going through all of this and not melting into a giant black puddle of sadness. I've not only been there through what's above. A while ago, like 7 years ago my Mom got MS so she had trouble walking so she had to use a walking stick. It made her feel more mobile but she suffered a couple of falls so my dad (who divorced her when I was one) had to coax her into buying a wheelchair so she did but she did not use it by herself. She felt as if she had to be pushed by someone else because she hated the fact that she was sitting down alone by herself and that someone could kidnap her. SO she stayed in a wheelchair until 2010 early in the year. She lost control of her body and stuff and by this point I was living with my Dad because my Mom cried a lot and didn't want me to see her in that state. I went to see her every weekend. Until early last year everything was going fine until one day she sat me down and told me she was going back to england to live with her Mom and sister who could take care of her. I was shell-shocked. But now she's in England and I go to see her a couple times a year for a couple weeks. SOrry for he long essay but I have to say everything does get better. I promise. (a bit if 13 year old wisdom.) Every black cloud comes with a silver lining. So We can stand up tall together in faith that it gets better and it will. I hope you see your Dad again. And you will. :)
I've not only been there through what's above. A while ago, like 7 years ago my Mom got MS so she had trouble walking so she had to use a walking stick. It made her feel more mobile but she suffered a couple of falls so my dad (who divorced her when I was one) had to coax her into buying a wheelchair so she did but she did not use it by herself. She felt as if she had to be pushed by someone else because she hated the fact that she was sitting down alone by herself and that someone could kidnap her.
SO she stayed in a wheelchair until 2010 early in the year. She lost control of her body and stuff and by this point I was living with my Dad because my Mom cried a lot and didn't want me to see her in that state.
I went to see her every weekend.
Until early last year everything was going fine until one day she sat me down and told me she was going back to england to live with her Mom and sister who could take care of her. I was shell-shocked.
But now she's in England and I go to see her a couple times a year for a couple weeks.
SOrry for he long essay but I have to say everything does get better. I promise. (a bit if 13 year old wisdom.) Every black cloud comes with a silver lining.
So We can stand up tall together in faith that it gets better and it will.
I hope you see your Dad again.
And you will.
:)
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