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nothin has really happend the last few days..just been livin, and i mite add that this is my curse...but umm today was interestin i guess...a little disappointed, some girl that i was talkin to a lil told me that she was kinda into somethin wit some guy from masuk..which i heard, but didnt want to believe it really, and why did i even say that, i was bout to talk bout 1st period..hmm? but anyways first period we are makin soup ..like broccoli somethin..and it was spashin everywhere cuz basically i was doin everythin as usual (not complainin) so anyways two periods later, im standin there talkin and i look down at my shoe for some reason and i see that there is a white spot on my pants..around that area..which could suggest 'somethin' and i was like oo my, couldnt do anythin but pull my shirt lower to cover it, dont really think that it was that noticable, but still, so i go into the bathroom after the conversation was over and there are two guys makin out...i was like umm ok? really wasnt expectin that and i guess they werent either since they jumped and looked all nervous..didnt say anythin tho, just hacked a lil since im sick, and blew my noise and washed my hands and left..a lil odd, i saw that they stayed in there so im guessin they went rite back to what they were doing...hmm who knows? so umm time passes and i get to 5th period and mrs curtiss is finally back..lol shes such a weirdo, she randomly looks at me and says..thou art beautiful...i was like hmm?? (thinkin are u talkin to me) and she says stop wearin that hat all the time, you look so beautiful witout it, and i was like sure (i wasnt wearin it today as u prob are guessin) but still that was a lil odd, and what made it odder, theres this girl alicia that well..shes ok..and when curtiss said that her and i had the look at each other at the same time deal..it was a lil odd for some reason but oo well anyways, next period world religions...we watch some movie and i was out cold..and like 2 mins after the period was over i wake up...tis very odd, and i dont remember anything...i dont even remember the noise from the video..very odd..time goes and goes and here i am back home, and i get on, bek isnt here tho =(..well she is but as soon as i im her she tells me that she has to go =( BOO HOO!...so i talk to some other people and i get some hmwk done, and i ask myself now..why do i procrastinate!!?? but then mom comes home and theres nothin in the house so we take a ride to grand ole mcdonalds, and while i was inside standin in the line some guy keeled over and had a stroke rite before my eyes..and the whole place went into a frenzy of course and i just stood there wit my mind goin back to what had happend to me only weeks before....yes the same thing happend to me...mental breakdown wasnt even the half of it..i def fell apart..and to put the whipcream on it, i actually died for a good 7 mins im told..but hey, at least i was almost out of here, hopefully the next time ill really slip away..oo but it is weird that the people were still makin food, and in bout 5 mins i had mine in my hand, and just still standin there lookin, cuz not really much that u can do when that happens, so umm i get home and watch some tv..ooo and my favorite childhood show was on THE GOLDEN YEARS!!!...i was so happy to see it..i loved/love that show..other then it bein the show i always watched when i was a kid..it brings back the memories of when i was happy but ya i watch that, and talk to a few people and i was so tired that i just went to bed...and that was my day