PISSED
well nothing really happend yesterday..well other then going to school, oo but guess what, unlike ever before, im actually sick!!, can yall believe that, im never sick..well i have the symptoms but im not like bed rest sick..but umm anyways i go thru the day, oo ms curtis was out again, she must have got somethuin really f*ed up, but umm i take my math test, got a friggn 72 on it, i was like u gotta be kiddin me, but hey, i was always bad im math (lol and ya bek, u remember my lil joke bout that..haah they wont be bad at it hahah) oo but i get home and my parents were actually actin totally happy wit me, i was like ummm? so time flies and i talk to bek and some other people and before i know it its time to leave for church..i had to say a few things at my church then i was gunna go down to turners' faith temple..they had nathan simmons all the way from atlanta preachin there, and that mofo is friggn bad! lol, but i decide not to bother goin to f.g and goin straite to tft...and man it was an awesome service, the music was good and the message..it was deep, TOTALLY RECOVERY..it was really what i needed to hear i think, with all thats goin on in this time in my life..but i get home and i get into a fite wit someone, as soon as i get home!! but i was like whatever, people are gay, so i go and get some hot chocolate and bake some sugar cookies and pop in a movie and i fall asleep on the coutch...i wake up (now its today) and i dont feel well at all of course so i was a lil edgy i guess, i even was snappy for a lack of better words at kyle..he was kinda getttin to me unfortunately, but i made it up to him later, i took him to toys r us..oo and just remember this ok? so umm, cori came over and gave me my lessons, i can play dare u to move now, by switchfoot, it took forever to get it lol..so we chill for awhile..and no i dont want a friggn icecream cake u bozo.haha good times cor good times lol, and we were yellin and actin all stupid until we realized that the windows were open and the guys were still out there working on our deck..haha we felt so moronic..haha and ya i just made that word up! so we order dominos since there was def nothin in the house, and before i know it was time for work, well what i know to be my work nite..so i rush to get ready and i get there and jess is standin at the door and gives me a weird look and says hey what are u doin here, and me thinkin that i was supposed to be there i say umm arent i workin tonite and she says i didnt see u on the schedule so i go look and oo what a suprise, i see that for some reason i was scheduled for last nite,when i SWORE that it was tonite..i was like u gotta be kiddn me, and i see Craig walk by and i ask him if the schedule was changed (which i still belive it was) and hes like no and we talk for a bit and he tells me that i have to call doug to see whats supposed to happen to me..like wft, are u gunna fire me all because i got the nites screwd up, even tho i still maintain that it was tonite and not last nite...so i leave and i call my dad to pick me up, oo and guess what, he still acts like its to stinkin hard to have it on...he complains bout me usin it and that he sometimes needs it more then i...but oo f***, look at it, AT LEAST I HAVE IT ON!!, god its good that i wasnt dyin or some s*** and i need him rite then and there, cuz if that was the case, i could say goodbye to this gay a** world...but now that i think bout it, that wouldnt be too bad would it? but it wasnt that dramatic, i only had to stand out in the friggn cold for like a WHOLE DARN HOUR waitin for him to get up there again (cuz when he got home after from goin to some gay flower shop, my mom tld him to come get me) and all the ride home i felt like friggn punchin someones lghts out...i dont think ive been that pissd in like weeks..cuz 1.) i knew that it was sat, i dont care what anyone says 2.) cuz i asked someone to check for me and to get back to me, and of course she didnt, but she can call me as soon as i get home to ask if i can go work for her..2 times..i think thats the most i talked to her since she got her whatever all friggn backwards or w.e, 3.) i was worried that somethn bad may come out of this and 4.) the idea of not gettin in touch wit my dad if i really needed him...oo and the line he gives me was that..oo i wasnt expectin a call..OMG U DOUCHE BAG!!! so i get home still f*in pissd and umm i really had to cal mike to get me back to normal, because i was so f*in burnin up, and of course he calmed me down by his crazy talk, and i watched some tv and talked to this hot chick and i went to bed..but oo ya, it was even worse tryin to go to sleep 2nite then usual, prob because i wanted to rip my bed apart or w.e just to get my frustration out, i dont think i actually went off into my only escape till like what? 4:30....and that was my last two days