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well today was basically crap..i guess i was a lil tired from the weekend..i like got no sleep yet again..and im now realizin that i got to hurry up and finish this college junk..gotta send that crap out soon, like rite after the thanksgiving break..so whats that, 2 weeks away..(says the big f*word)..well today i almost lost it in chefs..for some reason those kids were more aggervatin then usual..and not to be mean but i was thinkin 'OMG SHUT UP..GO AWAY..DO SOMETHIN..JUST LEAVE ME THE F ALONE!!..i sware they were gettin on my nerves to no friggn end, it was so bad its not even funny, and goodness, that friggn matt and his stupid annoyin cat calls..will u friggn stop! so umm anyways next period was math..wont even go into that...then next period (poly sci) i friggn get my test back and what do i have, a beautiful 68! HOW WONDERFUL! and yada yada yada, my day was friggn so stinkin gay..oo but even tho things were so stinkin gay..i really thank GOD for someone that really made things better..my stinkin awesome down chick bek..that girl is stinkin so kick a** its not even funny. i get online and we talk for a bit (well i got on at school) and we talk a lil bit..well the whole 45 min period, evn tho it only seemed like 4 mins..cuz i enjoy spendin time wit her so much time just flies by..lol so of course i savour every sec wit her, but umm while im talkin to her, and her tryin to get my all cheered up, which she always tries to do, and actually seems to be like the only one that ever tries or cares to do...she tells me that we finally can have a 'deep talk'! =) OMG I STINKIN WAITED FOR EVER..if it wasnt her gettin too tired, it was my online screwin up, and if it wasnt that then it was me not bein home, if it wasnt that it was somethin else..it was like i never could get my special time wit her..so but i get home and we talk a lil, and then..actually it doesnt even have a word to describe it..other then OMG!!!!!..lol and thats actually three..but seriously, i was like in friggen awe of it, i always was, but this time!! woo woo lol, havin that disussion wit her was like the highlight of these three terrible last weeks..i sware, that was like the best thing, TOTALLY THE BEST THING! lol i can go on and on bout it, but if i did i know shed get pissd lol, but i sware..I PUBLICALLY SAY..BEKUH UR TOTALLY TOTALLY AWESOME..AND MY GOD, THANK U THANK U THANK U!, lol and ya my lil accidental utterance..lol we both know its gunna happen (over and over), so u might as well except it now and stop bein so scared bout it lolol...but seriously, i really am happy that i have her, shes like stinkin the best person alive, lol i dont think i got mad at her once..NOT EVEN ONCE! lol, she mightve aggervated me before tho (haha bek did the brow raise) lol jk, shes just so special to me, and i tell u that im the happiest person becuz i found someone that is so genuine, and yes this will sound so corny but im glad that shes my friend, love ya girlie! (lol bek..ill just say that lol) well she had to leave and then i got off and went over rod's for a bit, then ash came over too, and we just hung out a lil while...lol we had a ummm, interstin time? lol..oo and we got so into the news we were bout to go out knockin on doors askin people to vote for bush..haha how retarted..oo ya that would make someone vote for him..oo i so hope he wins, lol and yes ash ur rite...oo and rod brought up my ex..i was stinkin pissd, lol but all i could do is laugh at myself for even bein wit her..how foolish..lol and yes rod u were so rite..lol and ash was sittin there wit her pathetic self sayin oo well it was a good love i thought...but it def wasnt, lol we wont go into it...umm so i get home and i tell u kyle...my lil bro (18 monthes) had me like basically dyin..haha i tell u that kid is stinkin crazy..lol im about to laugh even think bout how he was actin..lol and those crazy laughs and faces...haha omg, kyle is gunna be an awesome person..so umm i get online and i talk to some people, oo and i call mike and was bout dead by the time we hung up..lol oo stories stories lol, u wouldnt believe some of the things that some people at church do..cough cough bed hoppin and drinkin cough..lol theres actually much more then that but lol we wont go there lol...oo and i saw that my life witout me movie on again..from the beginnin this time..and man its some hard stuff! and now im sittin here listenin to avril lavigne, eatin some brownies and choc chip cookies i made and talkin to like 3 people..and that was basically my day