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nothin really..woke up around 7 then i decided to go back to sleep..so then i get back up around 12 and i get online and some random girl ims me on msn, and was pretty cool talkin to her..she had a webcam too, and it was odd cuz she lives in winnipeg, manitoba..where im thinkin of goin to college, lol i felt odd cuz i had just woke up and she didnt give me time to fix myself up.i hate when people me rite after i wake up but umm she persuaded me since she had just gotten up too...so after talkin to her a bit, bout half an hour i get off and start cleanin up..for some reason my room has been a friggn wreck..papers, clothes and w.e else is like everywhere..its so aggervatin, ill clean it up and then the next thing i know itll be all f*ed up again..but um i bake some brownies and then after a lil while i take a shower..its bout 2 now, and i decide to just put on my work clothes (and hopin that i would screw them up)..next thing before i know it, cori is over and doin my guitar lessons..its kinda odd since shes my ex, but hey, im learnin the guitar really well =) so umm we get done and she decides to stay over and we both chill for a bit, actually we both fell asleep on my bed and its good i set my alarm just in case cuz i didnt wake up at all..cuz i didnt till it went off at 4:20..so when i wake up i was like hmm shes still sleep, should i wake her up or just let her sleep..then for some reason i just sat there and just thought bout everythin thats happend btw us and what happend to what we were, and if i should try to get that back, and how much i hate 'someone' for f*in up my mind and gettin me to the place that i allowed things btw cori and i to get sour..and end up gettin me to want her, then f*in me over..id say her name but she doesnt even deserve that, but umm anyways i head up to work and mom and i had a real good talk bout everythin, it got so intense and freein that i didnt even want to get out of the car, and go into work, i felt like i just wanted to sit and just let some of the things that were said sink in, cuz i dont know...i just need somethn..u know? but umm i get in and oo how nice, jess has a new hairstlye..whooo deee dooooo, hahaha jk, i thought it was nice, oo but she wasnt so jumpy..go figure? and i must say it was pretty slow for awhile, oo and i did 3 call orders...the first one was a lil screwd up but the other 2 were ok...lol i felt proud of myself...haha jk...umm OOO!!! i saw johnnie jones and his family, i havent seen them in like 3/4 years, lol his daughter was so cute, and shes gottn too stinkin big, shes got to be 4 or 5...lol time is flyin by..i remember when she was a lil nothin..actually when his wife was pregnant..and for some reason now i feel a lil odd..hmm oo well lol, but it was so nice to see them, i missd them when they left tho, i was prob in the kitchen or somethin but talkin to them for a bit was was def the highlight of my nite, lol well only first to craig's 'oo its amazin to see u bus a table..' lol i thought he was gunna be like ur goin slow, pick up the pace or somethin but he was like u do it so well..lol prob the best person here...i was like hmmm ok?...evidently i do it perfectly or somethin..lol i was like oo well thanks, thinkin in the back of my mind if it was sarcasm or if he was tryin to encourage me to do better, or if he was really serious..hmmm who knows? hahaha oo and brendan and his loverrrrrr hahahaha yall gotta stop, i sware i will not go in main wait one more stinkin time and see yall gettin a lil thing going..do that s*** outside lolol...oo and while i was in the kitchen throwin the dishes up (i forget her name) were singin mary j blige's song haha retarts huh? lol well it was interestin lol..we should make a cd or somethin hahahahaahaha, I GOTTA START REMEMBERIN THESE PEOPLE"S NAMES!!! lol oo well time goes on and before i know it jess gets off, and i was like hmm well i got a lil time to go, since i was gunna be the second person cut, and after like 30 mins of sweepin (i wonder why we cant use the vacuum cleaners tho) i tell doug im done and he checks the floor and is like hmm its ok..i was like cmon..its stinkin awesome!..and his responce was hmmm just put the chairs back, wit a corny smirk..lol he knew it was an f*in good job..lol i wonder if im the best sweeper too hahahaah..well umm i get home and now im sittin watchin real world and gettin ready to cal mike and then cori then rod..so thatll have been my day