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so i guess you could say "its hitting me"
today was a terrible emotional rollarcoaster. i'd rather not be a no-fun, crying depressing monster my last.....week and a half....here. sigh.
someone please tell me i belong there. that you can "totally see me there". that i'll be happy there. that it will be everything i ever dreamed of. that i'll meet people as amazing as those i have met here. sigh.
Seriously. Who can concentrate on tests and other stupid bullshit when you have 24 hours to live. Or in my case a week and a half.
I guess i just hope... hope i've made good choices for myself, cause at this moment, leaving everyone i love to be somewhere all alone just makes no sense. someone tell me something positive. sigh.
today was a terrible emotional rollarcoaster. i'd rather not be a no-fun, crying depressing monster my last.....week and a half....here. sigh.
someone please tell me i belong there. that you can "totally see me there". that i'll be happy there. that it will be everything i ever dreamed of. that i'll meet people as amazing as those i have met here. sigh.
Seriously. Who can concentrate on tests and other stupid bullshit when you have 24 hours to live. Or in my case a week and a half.
I guess i just hope... hope i've made good choices for myself, cause at this moment, leaving everyone i love to be somewhere all alone just makes no sense. someone tell me something positive. sigh.