nothing here to see.......so why do u insist on staying
well im sick of everyones bullshit bitching and complaining. IM DOING THE BEST I CAN WITH WHAT I GOT. IF ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH, THEN U DONT NEED TO BE HERE. THATS NOT DIRECTED TOWARDS ANYONE IN SPECIFIC. I JUST FEEL THAT IM BEING WALKED ALL OVER AND ITS GONNA STOP TODAY
I DONT LIKE BEING THE ASSHOLE EVERYONE ASSUMES ME TO BE. ITS JUST I FEEL SUMTIMES THE WORLD IS TRYING TO PULL ME CLOSE TO SAY "HEY, WE DONT WANT U AROUND ANYMORE, GO HOME TO UR DADDY(YEAH THATS RIGHT MOM, I THINK THAT ITS ASS THAT THAT U PICK CHURCH OVER ME) AND JUST FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING U LOVE AND CARE ABOUT CUZ YOUVE LET THEM PASS YOU BY". THEN IT SPITS ME OUT TO FEND FOR MYSELF. THERE ARE TIMES WHEN DEATH LOOKS PRETTY GOOD TO ME RATHER THEN CARRYING THIS LOAD OF MIXED EMOTIONS ON MY BACK. ITS BOUND TO GET TO HEAVY AND IM NOT GUNNA BE ABLE TO HANDLE IT. BUT THATS ALL IN MY HEAD......
ON OTHER NOTES, THE HELP IS APPRECIATED AND I OWE YOU ONE...I GUESS. AND TERRI, I OWE YOU TOO.
WELL I GUESS CUZ MY THOUGHTS ARE DISCOMBOBULATED, ILL GET OFF.
LOST FOREVER IN THE THOUGHTS OF CONFUSION-> ONLY TO ONE DAY AWAKEN TO THE REALIZATION THAT..........
PEACE YALL
I LOVE YOU BABY
I DONT LIKE BEING THE ASSHOLE EVERYONE ASSUMES ME TO BE. ITS JUST I FEEL SUMTIMES THE WORLD IS TRYING TO PULL ME CLOSE TO SAY "HEY, WE DONT WANT U AROUND ANYMORE, GO HOME TO UR DADDY(YEAH THATS RIGHT MOM, I THINK THAT ITS ASS THAT THAT U PICK CHURCH OVER ME) AND JUST FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING U LOVE AND CARE ABOUT CUZ YOUVE LET THEM PASS YOU BY". THEN IT SPITS ME OUT TO FEND FOR MYSELF. THERE ARE TIMES WHEN DEATH LOOKS PRETTY GOOD TO ME RATHER THEN CARRYING THIS LOAD OF MIXED EMOTIONS ON MY BACK. ITS BOUND TO GET TO HEAVY AND IM NOT GUNNA BE ABLE TO HANDLE IT. BUT THATS ALL IN MY HEAD......
ON OTHER NOTES, THE HELP IS APPRECIATED AND I OWE YOU ONE...I GUESS. AND TERRI, I OWE YOU TOO.
WELL I GUESS CUZ MY THOUGHTS ARE DISCOMBOBULATED, ILL GET OFF.
LOST FOREVER IN THE THOUGHTS OF CONFUSION-> ONLY TO ONE DAY AWAKEN TO THE REALIZATION THAT..........
PEACE YALL
I LOVE YOU BABY