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man oh man
i'm so stressed tonight
i had SO MUCH math homework!!!
luckily i had Bill right there with me through it all to help me out
Sucks tho cuz i wanted to work on my science essay and reading essay tonight but i had too much else to do!!!
Is it just me, or are we getting the homework loaded on because it's the end of the year, and the teachers have to cram every last bit into the last few weeks?!!!!!
ANYWHO...
I danced in the rain today after lunch.
it was oodles of fun
i just had to let it all go
i decided not to be mean to Emily Siner about dating my one true love
(Yes, it's true, Emily Siner is currently dating Cameron Nevin!)
i decided just to let them be, and hope everything works out the best way possible
i was worried at first though, because i thot emily was just asking him out as a joke
but it turns out she is starting to like him
even thoiugh she doesnt know him
and never sees him
but HEY! whatever floats your boat, right?
right!
i'm just trying to stay positive about it all, and not be hateful or mean to anyone.
though it's damn hard.
i must tell you, it was a shock and a half to find out that emily and cameron really were going out
at first i was so f-ing mad
because i thot she was joking
i thot she was just jokingly asking another guy out, which she's done many times before
and i was mad because it always seems like she goes after the guys that ME and MY FRIENDS are in love with! (i.e. cameron, josh, cody, etc...)
but i thought long and hard about it
and after becky's very insightful note, (which i thot was a bit harsh to me, but i didnt make any big deal about it)
and after emily saying that she really is starting to know and like cameron,
i put it all behind me.
but there is still a bit of a situation...
you see, emily totally is starting to like him, and from her point of view, they're definitely dating
but i asked cameron what the deal was, and he said that it was all a big joke
thats what i thot in the beginning too!
so i explained to him, i said "Cameron, emily thinks its totally real, and she is starting to actually like you, so u need to straighten this out! if you ARE dating, that's great! but if u dont think you are...you might want to tell emily that!"
PLUS- cameron told emily that there was someone else and that they wouldn't really work out!
but i heard that emily wants him to date her at least till friday!
that seems very fishy to me, but it could just be a rumor...
i'll have to look into it all........
meanwhile, i want to know:
-who this "someone else" is that cameron apparently likes, or
-if cameron just said there was someone else to stop dating emily, or
-if cameron really does like emily and she really likes him and they live happily ever after and/or,
-did emily really say that she wanted to date him at least until friday, and if so
-WHY does emily want to date cameron at least until friday? what's so special about friday?
-WHO let the dogs out?
-AND~ why does it seem like emily likes other guys when she supposedly lieks cameron so much?
and why do i care so much?
loves+kisses= confusion
emma