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i don't know how to do this anymore
i'm going down!
seriously, gahhh! whenever i move on, it's wrong.
i don't know how to handle it.
i don't know where to turn.
i mean, i know my friends are totally there for me always and shat...but...maybe its different...
like, i can't go to some of them because they don't like him at all, so they would be no help
and that's TOTALLY NOT NOT NOT they're fault! i understand that...
and i can't go to her because she is in the same boat as i am!!!
i mean, i love her to death, but her help would be totally influenced by her feelings
jsut like mine would if i tried to help her!
and then if i bring it up around her she gets all "ahh no one likes me" and i don't knwo what to do! suddenly it becomes her problem,
OR she just goes on and on about her!
p.s. all the different "her" s in diff. colors mean all different people. but when i use the same color "her" it's talking about the one from the other color. for example- whenever i use the purple "her" its one person, and the blue "her" is another person! shweet
alright...*sigh*
loves+kisses= BLAH!
emma