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So far today has been kinda boring, hopefully tonight will be better...
For some reason I can's quit thinking about this girl. It's strange becouse I have only seen her once and don't even really know her. For some reason I just want to get get to know her better. I think she could be really cool...
Also I can't quit thinking about moving to TN. The school I want to go to is there, MTSU. The school is like the 3 best recording school in the nation and I can get in state tuition some how through rose state. It is in Mupherfeysburo TN. I found their 'rave' website and the place seems pritty cool It looks like they have a better scene than here and the people on the message bord seemd cool. I need to call the adviser on monday to see if my classes will transfur.
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Balcony Beach, by Lyrics Born
Just the way the sea's been this evening /
I came out at eight was leaning on the railing /
I kept hearing the waves crashin' beneath me /
Back and forth /
They just rephrased what they were saying /
Over and over doing that repeatedly /
They'd crash and come back /
Its just a constant thing /
Every time they'd go back out to sea /
Its like they'd draw just a little bit more out of me /
A lot of images and feelings /
Just a limitless release /
And I began to reminisce freely /
It was a cinema /
Featuring me and a cast of emotions /
That demanded my attention immediately /
I had previously put them on hold /
On the back burner since earlier /
I didn't want to deal with it /
At that time I felt like other things were pertinent /
Now I see its permanent unless I get real with it /
And it ain't that I don't love to tussle /
Especially mentally /
'Cause I generally do win /
Might not win at first, but definitely eventually /
'Cause I ain't never not been a shoe-in since birth /
But now, this is special though /
See, this is beyond my threshold /
I'm accustomed to just a conventional struggle /
With two opponents /
Only here the tussle's between you and the truth /
So ultimately I'm gonna lose /
Actually I gain though /
I gotta be honest with myself, or else /
I impede my personal progress /
I think it's better to be depressed for a minute /
Admit it, and get re-oriented /
Instead of being a bitter cynic isn't it? /
I'm getting older /
Everybody around me acts all sober /
Lookin' poker faced /
I started losing hair at the corners /
Matter-of-fact, I looked up top /
That whole border's just jacked /
Nobody's gonna chauffeur me anymore /
Whatever this is, we all go through it I guess /
It's just awkward /
I'm not a hundred percent comfortable with /
The rate that everything's developing at /
It's just a little overwhelming at times /
I'm dealing with hella shit to process /
It's new data daily /
There's really no preparing for this thing /
Or, maybe it's mainly just me acting strangely /
Just me facing the challenge /
I doubt it though /
'Cause I met thousands of people /
Seen something similar in their faces /
It's like the outlook is changing /
I think it's called bein' a man in the making /
It's burnt, I like pralines now /
Long walks solo, where I can sort my thoughts out /
Just what I've been taught to date /
It doesn't gel well with the way that I've been feeling these days /
That's coming from a ton of angles, hella places /
I'm really not trying to make a political statement /
But just in terms of internally inside/
I'm at an interval in life where it's a turbulent time /
And I could pretend that it's all good /
And that I shouldn't put so much on it /
Let it sit and just settle itself /
Stop acting all sobby and sentimental /
Besides everything's perfectly fine /
But here I am on this balcony /
With my thoughts just traveling randomly on some tangent And in the back of my mind /
I keep hearing this lady /
Her voice is beautiful, she keeps saying /
(sung by some chick)
oooh baby / We can make it happen/ Make it through baby / All we need to do is begin rejuvenating / Keep it all in focus and pursue it faithfully / Do it patiently
For some reason I can's quit thinking about this girl. It's strange becouse I have only seen her once and don't even really know her. For some reason I just want to get get to know her better. I think she could be really cool...
Also I can't quit thinking about moving to TN. The school I want to go to is there, MTSU. The school is like the 3 best recording school in the nation and I can get in state tuition some how through rose state. It is in Mupherfeysburo TN. I found their 'rave' website and the place seems pritty cool It looks like they have a better scene than here and the people on the message bord seemd cool. I need to call the adviser on monday to see if my classes will transfur.
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Balcony Beach, by Lyrics Born
Just the way the sea's been this evening /
I came out at eight was leaning on the railing /
I kept hearing the waves crashin' beneath me /
Back and forth /
They just rephrased what they were saying /
Over and over doing that repeatedly /
They'd crash and come back /
Its just a constant thing /
Every time they'd go back out to sea /
Its like they'd draw just a little bit more out of me /
A lot of images and feelings /
Just a limitless release /
And I began to reminisce freely /
It was a cinema /
Featuring me and a cast of emotions /
That demanded my attention immediately /
I had previously put them on hold /
On the back burner since earlier /
I didn't want to deal with it /
At that time I felt like other things were pertinent /
Now I see its permanent unless I get real with it /
And it ain't that I don't love to tussle /
Especially mentally /
'Cause I generally do win /
Might not win at first, but definitely eventually /
'Cause I ain't never not been a shoe-in since birth /
But now, this is special though /
See, this is beyond my threshold /
I'm accustomed to just a conventional struggle /
With two opponents /
Only here the tussle's between you and the truth /
So ultimately I'm gonna lose /
Actually I gain though /
I gotta be honest with myself, or else /
I impede my personal progress /
I think it's better to be depressed for a minute /
Admit it, and get re-oriented /
Instead of being a bitter cynic isn't it? /
I'm getting older /
Everybody around me acts all sober /
Lookin' poker faced /
I started losing hair at the corners /
Matter-of-fact, I looked up top /
That whole border's just jacked /
Nobody's gonna chauffeur me anymore /
Whatever this is, we all go through it I guess /
It's just awkward /
I'm not a hundred percent comfortable with /
The rate that everything's developing at /
It's just a little overwhelming at times /
I'm dealing with hella shit to process /
It's new data daily /
There's really no preparing for this thing /
Or, maybe it's mainly just me acting strangely /
Just me facing the challenge /
I doubt it though /
'Cause I met thousands of people /
Seen something similar in their faces /
It's like the outlook is changing /
I think it's called bein' a man in the making /
It's burnt, I like pralines now /
Long walks solo, where I can sort my thoughts out /
Just what I've been taught to date /
It doesn't gel well with the way that I've been feeling these days /
That's coming from a ton of angles, hella places /
I'm really not trying to make a political statement /
But just in terms of internally inside/
I'm at an interval in life where it's a turbulent time /
And I could pretend that it's all good /
And that I shouldn't put so much on it /
Let it sit and just settle itself /
Stop acting all sobby and sentimental /
Besides everything's perfectly fine /
But here I am on this balcony /
With my thoughts just traveling randomly on some tangent And in the back of my mind /
I keep hearing this lady /
Her voice is beautiful, she keeps saying /
(sung by some chick)
oooh baby / We can make it happen/ Make it through baby / All we need to do is begin rejuvenating / Keep it all in focus and pursue it faithfully / Do it patiently