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Well i haven't wrote in this thing forever. Well life is grand im still with meg and I'm working two jobs now. I moved back to Orono. Got a new place. but on the other hand stevee died he was my little rabbit he was sick when we rescued him. he was a good boy. but we got a new rabbit his name is floppin huefin. He's a little grey lop bunny, hes adapted well conidering he use to live outside in a cage and now he lives in a nice cool room he likes it. Ive been looking for a new car and im not quite sure if my search will end well. I had my heart set on a eclipse but the one i want needs a little work and im not sure if it will be worth it in the end but i keep faith. Right now im little bored trying to think of whats next for me how to pay rent and how to make this whole "money" thing work. Any ideas. So my stupid brother is stil dating his stupid wooky girlfriend. I just he needs to grow up and move on shes not his type he can do better but at least hes keeping a job. Well my parents moved to Hermon which kinda sux cause i never get to see them I've been back for 2 months and ive seen them 2 times. so much for family. but anyways my niece is almost 2 now "YAY" just more attention for my sister cause we all know she needs it, with out it she couldnt live. I'm not sure how everythings going with my family hardly here from them never see them so who knows. I hope my grandmum is fine shes not used to living out there having no one around or no one to talk to. i feel really bad for her and i hope shes ok. Oh and mty wonderful cell phone broke while i was skating. so begins the search for a new one. Now meghan is looking over trying to see if im rightng bad things and stuff like i ever do dont worry you can read it if you want. I havent felt the same in awhile. I mean im fine i just miss my family I miss seeing them cause who knows how much longer some of them got , Or how much longer any of us got at that. I dont know i love my girlfriend and she thinks its her fault that I feel awful sometimes but its not shes the reason i cheer up and shwes the reason i wake up every morning and pursue the day i cant go on with out her i have now personal strngth left in me its all in her. And yeah I've been a dick to her in the past and i shouldnt have been. and i know sometimes i get worried but if im not worried it means i dont care right. we all worry from time to time. I wish i could take all the hurtful things that happend and replace them with joy but i cant. I can only give what ive got now and thats care love and devotion. And i hope she feels the same. When i first met you Meghan i thought you where fucking pretty as hell this fantastic and funny girl so cute in the ways you did things. and I still feel the same everytime i see you.