Freedom, beauty, truth and love!
I can't help but think how somepeople might end up in the same situation as me. I've been throught quite a bit. Rape, depression, rebellion, rebuilding my life, trying to find myself, attemting to find new friends, and everything else that involves such things. This journal holds much of these things that have happened to me, though maybe not quite as many as my deadjournal does. I am glad to finally be able to say that I feel that I have a firm grip on my life, that I can finally feel that I belong to a group, that I don't need to cut because I'm lonely, that I can give out my love and know hat it's being returned, that I can count on myself for happiness. I don't need to be making out with some random guy to know I'm attractive, I don't have to wear those smaller than nothing tops to show everyone that I have it all. I can hide behing those shredded scraps of virtue and know that I'm here my my own enjoyment, that I'm stronger than I ever was in my life, and I love it!
From now on, I promise that my life will always be that, my life. Never again will it revolve around any one person or thing. Nor will I let myself slide into a void of having to be something I'm not.
I will conquer all. As gods, and goddesses as my witnesses, I will do what I need to do, for myself, and for the betting of all my relationships. I am stronger, I am me.
From now on, I promise that my life will always be that, my life. Never again will it revolve around any one person or thing. Nor will I let myself slide into a void of having to be something I'm not.
I will conquer all. As gods, and goddesses as my witnesses, I will do what I need to do, for myself, and for the betting of all my relationships. I am stronger, I am me.