is this it?
Is this it? Is this how my life is going to be? Confused? Angry at myself? Crushed? Hurt? Sad? Dead and tired? Sleepy? Why do i live the way i live? Why do i carry on the way i do? I see all my friends going on, leaving to other schools. But me.. mmmhm lets think... I stay and stay the way i am and never change for the better. I stay the bad self that i have become. I have made lots of mistakes in my life. LOTS!! Lets name a few. 1) kyle 2) new years with josh 3)cutting myself one time 4) what i have become
5) smoking ciggerettes 6) and being a lush
24\7. See what i have become? I am a failure. A slut. A drunk. And i am killing myself. Well its what i have become. I cant change a thing. I want love, to actully be happy, to just have a good time, have a couple of drinks here and there, and well cut back on smoking, but this is what i am. and i think i can never change what i am. Is this it?......
5) smoking ciggerettes 6) and being a lush
24\7. See what i have become? I am a failure. A slut. A drunk. And i am killing myself. Well its what i have become. I cant change a thing. I want love, to actully be happy, to just have a good time, have a couple of drinks here and there, and well cut back on smoking, but this is what i am. and i think i can never change what i am. Is this it?......