81 of 90 : the irony
the irony
i spend all day at work wishing i was doing something else
when i get home i spend a lot of the time i could be doing something else worrying about how much i didn't get done at work.
which stops me doing other things
this is not helping my self esteem at all!
i could do it. clear it all, one big push.
but i just can't focus, like it is all to big and too scary. i go all rabbit in the head lights with it.
this will not go on indefinately
the realy question is whether I will get it done or get called for task for not getting it done.
not sure how much i care in the now repeative limbo Andy finds himself.
this is a viscious cycle.
can we reinstall a work ethic into a human this far down the operational life?
i spend all day at work wishing i was doing something else
when i get home i spend a lot of the time i could be doing something else worrying about how much i didn't get done at work.
which stops me doing other things
this is not helping my self esteem at all!
i could do it. clear it all, one big push.
but i just can't focus, like it is all to big and too scary. i go all rabbit in the head lights with it.
this will not go on indefinately
the realy question is whether I will get it done or get called for task for not getting it done.
not sure how much i care in the now repeative limbo Andy finds himself.
this is a viscious cycle.
can we reinstall a work ethic into a human this far down the operational life?