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Fuck yeah...I'm finally going on a fucking overnight pass this weekend... I haven't been on one in at least a month or more. I'm going tomorrow with my dad. I hope that maybe Shanda will come and see me.
Well shit I was all trippin out last night because my dad doesn't buy me cigerettes on pass my mom does. And my mom and I aren't talking at the moment so she wouldn't buy me any or bring me my pack that she has in her car which only has like 2 grits in it anyways. But then I was thinking that maybe Shanda will bring me a pack of reds if I get ahold of her. It would be so nice to have reds because my mom buys me lights because she thinks that those would be better for me or something. But then I was thinking what if I don't get ahold of Shanda... But then the lightbulb clicked in my head...The last time that I was at my dad's house on pass my mom came over to see me and I took like 7 cigerettes out of the pack that she had just bought me and put them in my room at my dad's house. I only smoked like 2 so there should be some still up in my room. YESSSSSS!!!!!!!! After I realized this I was able to sleep. It might sound a bit lame that this is what my world revolves around now but that's life.. and that is the only thing that I can smoke these days and I dont get to smoke them while I am here so I very much look forward to being a chain smoker on pass.