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[smokninthewoods]

whats up all you bitches and ho's ?? Well shit I get to go on pass this weekend. Only a day pass from 9 to 9 but fuck man anything that is away from Oak Grove with out Oak Grove staff is fucking just fine with me. I'm going with my mom which is why I can only go for the day. I only get overnights with my dad because that is who I am (at the moment) going to live with when I get out of here. I haven't had an overnight pass in awhile because I used to get all anxious and shit at night time and like freak out, so I told my therapist not to give me overnights until I told her that I felt ready. Well I feel really ready. I've been sober for 5 fucking months. That is the longest I have ever been sober. It's crazy. And I called a friend on the last pass that I was on and she was all stoned and shit and I didn't even want to hear it. I thought that she sounded so stupid. But yeah I think that my dad is still on his business vacation thing out of state so I am going to go with my mom. I dont even really mind that it isn't over night because as long as I get to hang out with my mom and my nephew I'm chill. And maybe if I can get ahold of Shanda or James they will come over and see me. Or anyone else who would want to come visit me. It kind of sucks because my parents dont let me go out, which is self explanitory due to my history, but they let certain people come and visit me.

Well talk to you later y'all.......peace, love, and happiness !!!!!!!!!!!!!!