where did i go
So febuary 5th of 05' i headed to Punta Gorda, FL to do what i have been needing to do for a long time. A work in progress which has been going on for years. I left a good job and a even better woman in the pursuit to see the life have always wanted to live. I was making outstanding money and finally got to see that life. Now i find myself back at square one living in Wisconsin helping my little sis and two nieces get back on track. There has been one major problem in my life that I had to fix before I could fix all the little ones and I am happy that it has been dealt with. Being consistant at the man I know I am is the hardest thing I have ever had to do...now I am me and there is no turning back. Damn it feels good to be me, I haven't felt this way since I was a senior in high school and those of you who know my age you know that has been a fucking long time.John Paul is my name and being me is my game.