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tomarrow is charlies birthday, he'll be 3. and i have no way to get there to see him. i promised him i'd be there but there is nothing i can do! i have no ride, no money, and even if i di i dont know how to get there!! i feel like shit.i miss my little brother so much and i cant even see him on his birthday.the worst part is they dont even know how hard im trying to get there cause they have no phone or anything. they probably think i forgot cause im a dumb stoner. forgeting yesterday when we were going to get a bag there was a motorcycle cop filling out a accident report on the street were we get it so we were just driving by and the cop yelled at us to come back. then he harrased us for about 10 minutes. and said that if any of us were planning on going to college we could forget it. all because we were "loitering in a known narcotics area" even though we were just driving by. he said if he saw us in his jurisdiction(?) he would arrest us. so that spot is ruined.