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i am a regurgitation of my aim
i am replacable
i am pale except for the dark beneath my eyes
i am forever exausted
i am a bitch
i am not good enough
i am a liar and a fake
i am a coward
and it kills me.
helloo darkness my old foe. its night. with night brings tired eyes and painful thoughts. i miss him so much it hurts. he has replaced me. he has chose her over me. is she really so better than i? probably. arent they all? i am so afraid. i am so driven but when the moment comes, i shy away. all the world sets up the stage but when the curtains have been pulled i am not the one under the harsh yellow light. it is she. she. she. but in my own regret can i say she did not push me away and jump infront of the ground, i led her there. i pulled the curtains open so all could see her beauty. i focused the light on her face, as she moved and wowed the crowd. i applaud her. she has what i envy. green is such a good colour on me.
i am replacable
i am pale except for the dark beneath my eyes
i am forever exausted
i am a bitch
i am not good enough
i am a liar and a fake
i am a coward
and it kills me.
helloo darkness my old foe. its night. with night brings tired eyes and painful thoughts. i miss him so much it hurts. he has replaced me. he has chose her over me. is she really so better than i? probably. arent they all? i am so afraid. i am so driven but when the moment comes, i shy away. all the world sets up the stage but when the curtains have been pulled i am not the one under the harsh yellow light. it is she. she. she. but in my own regret can i say she did not push me away and jump infront of the ground, i led her there. i pulled the curtains open so all could see her beauty. i focused the light on her face, as she moved and wowed the crowd. i applaud her. she has what i envy. green is such a good colour on me.