Nov 28, 2006 20:35
hi.
Various people give me dirty looks in the cafeteria lunch line.
I thought i figured someone out, but they suprised me for once.
I miss my old comforts.
I miss my grandfather.
I think i have potencial, and thats why im still here.
Im think im falling apart once and for all.
Im exausted and frustrated and hungry and sick.
Im dying for comfort, but noone will comfort me.
Im not one of those people who cry about their life when they have nothing to cry about, but lately ive just felt really depressed.I know my life is good. I know i have alot to be thankful for,but i cant shake the way ive been feeling lately. I just seem to find reality in everything. I judge people, i sterotype people and i put people on pedastles that dont deserve to be there.
I want to escape highschool and go into the real world.
In the real world im fine. Im happy.