Day 3: This shit is bananas, B-a-n-a-n-fucking a-s

[smokin_patch]

Day 43
Your Name: Badou
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 7/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: 4-6 hours I guess
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.:
Moods Experienced Today: frustration, want, anger, all sorts of shit
Mood Triggers: Fuck off.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I'm tired.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: I guess dance class was

Comments

[never_a_home]

D-don't tell me you too....

[smokin_patch]

Me too what buddy?

[never_a_home]

Luxord, Demyx, and now you...

E-everyone seems so sad or troubled byabout something, even if they won't admit it.....I wonder if it's about the same thing

[smokin_patch]

Hey, it's just a... grownup thing I guess. We're not always happy Toby, just a bad day all around. Nothing for you to worry about.

[never_a_home]

I-I know people have bad days, really. And I know there's stuff that only grown-up's understand, and I don't get because I'm just a kid. B-but I can tell when it's more than a bad day!

You weren't there, you didn't see him, how he reacted. And now Luxord is acting as if everything is great, and fighting with Demyx, and now somethings bothering you and you just tell me that I shouldn't worry. Y-You don''t have to tell me what's wrong, you don't have to explain it if you don't want to, but please don't act like everything is fine!

[smokin_patch]

Woah, woah. It's okay kid. I mean that. I'm not saying it's perfect or anything but it's not a house of cards, it's not crumbling down around our ears.

And I just don't know how to act Toboe. I want everything to be alright so that's what I'm trying to be. Make sense?

[never_a_home]

I-I guess it does. But that means there is something that's bothering you, right? You don't have to tell me what, just yes or no...

O-oh, and I almost forgot; Demyx said he needs to talk to you.

[smokin_patch]

Yes. Something is bothering me but it's nothing to worry about.

Okay, thanks kid.

[never_a_home]

I-I'll still worry, though, I can't help it; I'll try my best not to, though. But even so, t-thank you for telling me the truth...

[smokin_patch]

You're welcome kid. And really, I'll get over it, nothing to worry about.

[never_a_home]

W-whatever happens, still friends though, right?

[smokin_patch]

Toboe, I told you. Always and forever.

[never_a_home]

Because a promise is a promise.

[smokin_patch]

And a dream is a wish your heart makes.

[never_a_home]

That kinda makes sense, b-but what about bad dreams?

[smokin_patch]

Bad dreams are simply things you wish not to happen or things you wish to forget.