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How is it that you can hold on to something for so long, that really just isnt even there?
The word LOVE is such a funny word to me!
Everyone wants to be loved, everyone just wants that feeling in there lives. But when do we find out when the word love means nothing but sex? When do we find out that the only reason why we are in relationships is for the sex and nothing more? When do we realize that everything that we thought we had just doesnt exsist?
Another word that is funny to me is the word LIFE!
Life has a funny way of throwing unexpected things our way at the most redicilious times in our lives. Like for instance when you are doing your sisters hair so she can go to get school pics done you get some weird heat flashes and you almost pass out, it scares you so later on that day you call your doctor (whom youve been going to since you were little) and he tells you that the one and only thing that you wanted to never happen again has happened for the 3rd time and this time you cant just blow it off because if you do then it could be fattle. Reminding you that this is the same reason why you missed 2 weeks of school last year, the same reason why you had to see 9 doctors in one week for 2 months and this is also the reason why you should not of blew it off the last time like he told you not to.
For anyone who knows what I am talking about I dont know what is going to happen, I dont have the time to go to three hospitals and see 9 different doctors in one week.
P.S. If you are going to comment on this entry DO NOT PITTY ME! that is not what I wrote this for. I wrote is so I could get some things off my mind not to have people tell me how they feel bad for me!
Oh yeah.....................Darcy and I called the Superintendent of Holly schools and he said that I may attend Holly High school this year and I will be graduating on time so let me give a huge FUCK YOU to Mr. Hyslop, who said that I could not attend this year! And right after everyone is handed there deplomas and everyone is silent waiting for the principal to say CONGRADULATIONS TO THE CLASS OF 06 I will scream a very loud FUCK YOU TO HYSLOP AND FUCK HOLLY HIGH SCHOOL!