I Broke a mirror and ate a fudge bar
I look at the person I have become and I can only cringe at what I see. How have I fallen so far when I thought all along I was at the bottom? I want to talk to someone; someone I trust and I can just tell everything to without feeling as though I have to hold naything back. But I do not want to waste someone's time with talk like that. Waste time talking about how everyday and night I feel as though I am haunted by someone, feeling as though nothing is right....so many things so hard to describe. I can't stand myself, I don't want to be near me. I don't know what to do but I know that I am not going to be able to handle being around myself like this for much longer. I am tired of being a fuck up and screwing up everything.