Better, yet Worse
All right boys and girls, you have been reading my posts and have seen how much shit i've gone through emotionally. Now I have found some sort of emotional equilibrium, in the form of a new romance. Nothing like the travesty of the 36 y.o. two-night-stand. This young lady I am slightly older than, and am very attracted to! She seems attracted to me, seeing as she is giving me a chance (I almost forgot what it felt like to hold a woman, until she put my arm around her and it was all good, ). She is making an effort in this quasi-relationship, which is refreshing and I am enjoying the new start. I can't stop smiling, despite the fact that for the entire month now, I have been broke. Not just broke, but fucking broke.... My checking account is in the red. :( That's how shit goes on, though. You are happy, yet broke, or set and completely miserable. I wonder how all of this will turn out!