Oct 28, 2005 07:40
I am tired. my client is dying and i am always alone. Joey seems to constantly be doing something that doesn't involve me whether it's poker on fridays darts on wednedays or football on saturdays. Plus the weekends that scotty moves in for three weeks in a row. It's not enough we don't get to see each other with me working three nights a week and the rest of his schedule but throw scotty into the mix and its a lot of fun. Sometimes i wish we hadn't gotten married because then things wouldn't have changed. Not that we saw each other that much anyhow but it was certainly more than the sunday we have scheduled every week. I do mean scheduled too, i have requested that day off from work every week and he is guaranteed to not have anything to do, with the exception of taking scotty back to salem every week. As much drama as there was in my life when mom lived here at least i had some company once in a while. I just feel so alone all the time.