ONE IS THE LONELIEST NUMBER-the single life
i like being single at times..becuz u can do wat ever..flirt, make out with, fuck whom ever ya want.. but commitment?? love?? all that.. u cant get it from being premiscuous.. which saddens me... wat u want could make you cry..but wat you need could pass you by.. i hope that didnt happen to me. i miss u "kno who"..alot!.. i wish he was here..not so stubbern..and willing to work this shit out..but no.. he moved on..why cant i!!!.. its like i'm in a rut...no one can help me get out but myself and him.. i just wish he wanted me back..the trick is not to act like u care..but deep down u know he stole ur heart.thats wuts has happened to me..it suxxx having to pretend not to care cuz i relaly do care.. alot.. cuz i can honestly say i love him.. but owell wat can i do??.. i think i lost at least for right now.. time to move on.. i hope wen i move into f.c. i can start over.. just be a new me.. totallly change my lifestyle..and still ahve alot of the same amazing friends.but just be a happier person..still party..but not to much where i'm getting arrested... i want to live.. cuz theres no point in living if u feel numb... depressed..suicidal..or just already dead inside.. i feel like a cat.. live 9 lives.. 4 down.. 5 to go..sounds fun eh? try it somtime..see wut its like to live my life.. then fight me.. or worse brake it off wiht me and leave me confused..stranded back to square one.. just say you'll wait for me..cuz i can if u can.. i love u logan.. get ur head straight..figure urself out and get ahold of me..i'll be waiten...but not forever...................