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fuuuccckk.
i looked at a picture of the kid in the yearbook. and it was so strange because i have seen that kid numerous times, in the hall and just everywhere.
and it's not like i'll probably even notice that i won't see him anymore, because we weren't friends or anything. but it feels fucked up because although there are people that you just see around school that you don't talk to, you don't expect things like this to happen. and when they do, you just wish you could have started up a conversation one day because maybe you could have saved them. as unrealistic as that is.
i just felt completely shitty after i saw that picture because it looked so familiar.
laura, or anyone else who knew him- i'm so sorry.
i looked at a picture of the kid in the yearbook. and it was so strange because i have seen that kid numerous times, in the hall and just everywhere.
and it's not like i'll probably even notice that i won't see him anymore, because we weren't friends or anything. but it feels fucked up because although there are people that you just see around school that you don't talk to, you don't expect things like this to happen. and when they do, you just wish you could have started up a conversation one day because maybe you could have saved them. as unrealistic as that is.
i just felt completely shitty after i saw that picture because it looked so familiar.
laura, or anyone else who knew him- i'm so sorry.