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why do you just sit there screaming when no one will see your flying hands?why cant i forgive and forget?this isnt so simple.silence stains my mouth.what do you want me to say?these dreams dont mean anything.you dont mean anything.there would be no point to simplify my wishes or make them more than they are.hit the mark that makes you cry.ill hit the spot that makes it bleed.these pastels make me sick.they seep out of my walls and suffocate me.why do they only come for me alone?steal this page so you can see.what would you really need to see?i cant get a picture and this bitter drink of drunken words isnt helping any.my good news wont help this sadness.does sadness never end?does this ever make sense?maybe its all just one big waste of time.just like i was.she doesnt know what to do anymore but he says he loves her so.his journal could be lying but who would lie about that?they say he lies and cheats but i havent cought him gambling.yet.will we ever catch him?time is catching up with me.two hours till i leave this place.but dont stop killing my only piece of me that doesnt require assembly.assemble the whole group of unread leters.why did he tear her letter after reading only one sentence?what kind of fucking mess did we all get into?this whole disatser.this whole thing is your fault.bleed away my memories that were void of all the bad.you get what i got.why do you just stand there screaming waving away at my shadow?i will never stand up and walk up to you.what do u think i am?he never knew me but at least he doesnt treat me like a stranger.i am only one stranger.i surprise myself.i like that u let yourself be surprised.why do you just sit there screaming when no one will see your flying hands?we sing songs that make us sad.do you want to sing along?