somewhere else
i realized something today. i cant tell you what it is. i cant show you how to find it. i cant describe it. you can, however, obeserve my sulking.
i started today differently. i was happy for some reason. i dont know why. a cynic shouldnt feel hapiness. hapiness shouldnt find a cynic. by now, ive already found the pain of losing that hapiness. hapiness is not a gift. it is a burden. it is a vulnerability that cannot be protected.
strength is the absence of hapiness.
persuade me otherwise and ill consider changing.
[lx out]
i started today differently. i was happy for some reason. i dont know why. a cynic shouldnt feel hapiness. hapiness shouldnt find a cynic. by now, ive already found the pain of losing that hapiness. hapiness is not a gift. it is a burden. it is a vulnerability that cannot be protected.
strength is the absence of hapiness.
persuade me otherwise and ill consider changing.
[lx out]