Musing
Good god, those glowing rocks are almost hitting our windows. They're nice to look at but is that really a good thing? I really don't know.
You know, I never imagined that another man can make me happy with who I am. It's weird because being on this ship started it all. And we were roommates at the time. And we had drinks. They say you learn a lot about a person when they get drunk. And he didn't seem to mind. Now, I'd do anything for him, even if it costs me my life. I've had bad luck with dates. Both men and women at that. Amestris didn't have too many interesting people, save for a handful that I know. This place was much different. He was interested, and showed it. While he's younger than me, he brings out the youth in me. I don't feel so old when I'm around him, either.
It was pretty bad because when Sano and I began to like each other, there was Roy, too. And how I would do anything for that man. I swore loyalty to him, and I think I did it not just because he was my superior. It was because I never admired anyone else like that. I wanted a chance to sleep with him, too. But then, there were circumstances that prevented that. While I do want to sleep with Roy, keeping Sano happy is always a priority for me, and it will stay that way until Sano decides that he's tired of me.
What's funny is that when Roy and I talked about First Lieutenant (Riza), there were things that slipped. And he became jealous. That's when I learned that he had a thing for her, too. I know I did. Not many people knew that, too. Riza, as the common language here would describe her, was a hard ass. She was tough. She means well, though. And just because she's a woman, she knows when to put people in their place. That's what I always admired about her. But a lot of the guys figured that she either: a) already had a boyfriend, b) isn't interested in military men, c) just plain untouchable. But I really do like her all the same. Maybe she doesn't really need a significant other right now. She seems quite independent.
And now I've rambled on too much. I think the Poseidon Pool opens up again on March 20 this year. Time to be a lifeguard again in awhile.
You know, I never imagined that another man can make me happy with who I am. It's weird because being on this ship started it all. And we were roommates at the time. And we had drinks. They say you learn a lot about a person when they get drunk. And he didn't seem to mind. Now, I'd do anything for him, even if it costs me my life. I've had bad luck with dates. Both men and women at that. Amestris didn't have too many interesting people, save for a handful that I know. This place was much different. He was interested, and showed it. While he's younger than me, he brings out the youth in me. I don't feel so old when I'm around him, either.
It was pretty bad because when Sano and I began to like each other, there was Roy, too. And how I would do anything for that man. I swore loyalty to him, and I think I did it not just because he was my superior. It was because I never admired anyone else like that. I wanted a chance to sleep with him, too. But then, there were circumstances that prevented that. While I do want to sleep with Roy, keeping Sano happy is always a priority for me, and it will stay that way until Sano decides that he's tired of me.
What's funny is that when Roy and I talked about First Lieutenant (Riza), there were things that slipped. And he became jealous. That's when I learned that he had a thing for her, too. I know I did. Not many people knew that, too. Riza, as the common language here would describe her, was a hard ass. She was tough. She means well, though. And just because she's a woman, she knows when to put people in their place. That's what I always admired about her. But a lot of the guys figured that she either: a) already had a boyfriend, b) isn't interested in military men, c) just plain untouchable. But I really do like her all the same. Maybe she doesn't really need a significant other right now. She seems quite independent.
And now I've rambled on too much. I think the Poseidon Pool opens up again on March 20 this year. Time to be a lifeguard again in awhile.