Jul 18, 2018 19:11
Have not heard from MBG for days.
Either finally being ghosted, or something has happened to her.
Flirted with possible painkiller addiction, seems like fun.
Depressed, clearly. Possibly clinically so, although doctor i talked to suggested i am ok, given my existing and learned coping mechanisms. Wonder if I'd be better if i didn't have to use coping mechanisms.
Isotripy seems to have had an episode, also not talking to me.
Missed being depressed. Looking forward to the drinking and self destruction. As usual, will line up the self destruction and effectively evade.
Discontent.
depression,
my+stupid+head,
mbg